I do swear that I'll always be there.
I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength, happiness
and sorrow, for better or worse,
I will love you with every beat of my heart.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you,

kelly.
21. 31st March.
Singapore - Hougang.
SIM - RMIT.

i am slow.
a daydreamer,
and i "stone" alot.

i like perfection.
love to laugh and make someone laugh.
the smell of hotcakes from mac is aphrodisiac.
coffee fuels me, and i make good spokesperson for Nescafe.
i have a weakness for ice-cream and jap food,
they never fail to make my day right.
green-tea flavoured food tempts my taste buds.
i love cold hard cash,
and i indulge in shopping for shoes, bags, clothes, watches and perfumes, all the time.
i live to club, and i can drink my guts out.

self-centered people irks the hell out of me
i don't like people controlling me and telling me what to do.

distance ran: 10km and counting.

the weekend that past was great, but real tiring.

a big thank you to everyone who came, bought me gifts and helped out in a way or another.

only thing bad that happen was, i had a bad hair day (blame it on my cousin for his lousy shampoo). i my looks so limp and i looked like a red lobster (not because of sun tanning but too much vodka). got nag by my cousin later in the night for drinking a tad too much, which i didn't. at least i didn't become drunk that i cannot cut the cake or blow the candles. only i had problem recalling the wishes that i want to make during the candling blowing session and i wasn't walking in a straight line.

other than that, all was good and everything turned out well.

A BIG BIG BIG thank you to everyone.

ps: i grew fat over the weekend.

pps: photos will be posted until i receive them.

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worried.

worried.

worried.

lots of things to worry.

URGH!

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something just doesn't feel right.
and i am afraid my worst fear will come true.
i rather he is trying to avoid me than to have anything bad happen.
but just let me know if you are okay.

hopefully, i'm just thinking too much.

its just bad luck, bad luck, and more bad luck.

i just don't feel happy.

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she was typing furiously on her laptop.
i thought she's doing her research paper.
i went over to take a look,
and there she was...

BLOGGING!

muhaha

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in another 3 days, i'll be celebrating my bday (in advance).
and i will turn 21, which i am kind of looking forward to. but then, if it can just stop there, it will be great.

i wanna be Forever 21!

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you always remember the things you wish you could forget,
and forget the things which you wish you could remember.

but sometimes, there is no point reminiscing on the past.

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i just hope to hear from him soon. he has been un-contactable for quite sometime and i can't help to worry sometimes. (i'm just caring for a friend. don't think too much about it.)

tired and exhausted, extremely.
slept at 2am on thurs,
woke up at 10am on fri,
then slept at 3.30am that night and woke up at 7.45am today.
sleep deprived. but i just cannot sleep early, and i don't really sleep like a log these days. i think there's too much going on in my life, and the brain cannot stop to rest. over exertion.
HAHA.

i mention last week about coming up with a wishlist (May reminded me to do it, so that it will be easier for her and ppl to get the stuff i like)
been thinking about it and doing research for the past few days (Wahaha!)
anyway, here it goes...

1. MacBook Air just a wild thought

2. LV Damier Canvas Wallet and this... trying my luck. maybe there is some God-father which i don't know existed in my life.

3. Gadgets
- Nintendo DS Lite (Silver, White, Pink or Turquoise)
- PSP (Red, Black)
- Creative Zen (2Gb/4Gb)
- Creative Zen Vision

4. Fragrances


CK One Summer 2007


D&G Light Blue


Diesel (Fuel for Life)


Escada Moon Sparkle

5. Watches


DKNY (NY3950-5255)


Guess


Trofish

hmm. i think that's all for now.
my love for perfume, watches, shoes and bags are undeniable.
but please dun get me shoes (cos' i am quite superstitious. they say if you give shoes to someone, your friendship/relationship with that person will go down the drain)
disclaimer: this wishlist is made with a hope that maybe i may have a God-Father which i didn't know existed. Therefore, the price tag of the stuff maybe a littel exorbitant.

if you don't know what to get me, just give vouchers.
they are equally good. just like cold hard cash.
try not to get accessories (necklaces, bracelets, chains) as i think quite a few of my relatives may be buying them, and also i seldom wear them too.
anyway, i've already got an advance b'day present (necklace) from my uncle. and i expect more of such.
lol.

actually, what you guys get me isn't important. its the thought that counts.
its not the substance but the heart.
---
went to order the cake in the afternoon. and it weighs a freaking 5kg.
muhaha. but it will be nice, and i can't help but drool when i think of it.

Black, White and Grey; with a touch of Pink.

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some photos to post.

the Singapore Flyer last week was good.
spectacular view but i can't see my house cos' i don't know which direction is my place at. so even if i see it i may not know it.




in the clouds

then, met up with Wk and May today for dinner at Wheelock Place.


lip-locking


kiss my ass!


its freaking nice. its Panta Cotta (if i nv remember wrongly).

nua at some super comfy place at cineleisure. i didn't know that there is such place until today. its sssooooo nice.





a very short and brief post.
i am so exhausted.
i need slp.
ciao

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they say: "When life gives you lemon, make lemonade out of it. When life gives you shit, make fertilizers out of it."

when the lemonade you made, taste like shit
and the fertilizers killed the plants.

how screwed up can your life be?

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see!
what you always hope for will not come true.
what you dread will always appear when you least expected.

a group mate just left my project group to join another group
and his reason was that he didn't want to be relied on. duh!
hello?! who's relying on you huh? we haven't really kick start and he is now kind of pointing his fingers at us for "relying" on him.
what's going on?
so he has just left us on the ledge to fend for whatever shit that we will be facing.
in the first place, we didn't even beg for you to join the group and now he just want to quit. fine so be it!
THIS IS HOW IRRESPONSIBLE AND SELFISH PEOPLE CAN BE!
since he wants to go, let it be. there's not point asking him to stay if he doesn't want to.
THE REALITY IS MAKING ME FEEL SO DISAPPOINTED AT HOW PEOPLE CAN TURN THEIR BACKS ON OTHERS.

now i worry.

but like i say, there's no point working with people whom are so selfish and irresponsible.

i am so disgusted.

darn asshole.

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hais.
some people can be so irresponsible.

sometimes i don't know why people can be so difficult.

please prove me wrong.

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i don't expect anything from him,
and i have no hopes on him either.

its just myself and nobody else.

we are nothing more than just friends.

my world is bigger and better than it was.

and i would say he just missed the best he can ever have.

i heart myself.

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TGIF tmr, i am going for a ride on Singapore Flyer, and its complimentary!
Hope mummy gets complimentary tickets for Formula One Race. Lol.


hope it doesn't rain tomorrow like the past few days

there's something in my mind that is bothering me these days.
i've haven been seeing him (J) online for quite sometime and i don't think he has replied to wk's smses either.
i know i shouldn't be worrying cos his business is none of mine now and prolly he's just busy (like always). i'm just concern to know if he's doing ok (that's all). He's passé.
and also, should i invite him to my bday celebration?
hmm.

anyway, i am not sure if i mention before that there's this guy in school that looks real like him, only more chubby (haha). i've seen that guy in school for 4 or 5 times and i get stunned everytime only to realise that it can never be him cos he's in camp. muhaha, silly me.

the test ystd was ok. but 3 marks just flew out of the window because i didn't have the time to do it. if there are more mistakes (especially careless mistakes), i'm going to kill myself. urgh.

flames to dust, lovers to friends, why do all good things come to an end?

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TEST TMR!
AAAAHHHH!

May asked me to make wish list on my blog
so that it will be easier for her to get my birthday present.
hmm...
shall think about it.


introducing Claudia. she's so cute.


like the good ol' days


i like my eyes.

gonna do some last minute crash study.
Ciao

turning blue.

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i've got a test on wed.
and i am not well prepared yet.
all these tests scare the hell out of me.

anyway, much had happen this week, all bad though.

on saturday,
i sprained my finger
yes! its the finger and not anywhere else. absurd hor...
its not my fault or my clumsiness, someone sat on my finger!!! duh.
my mum keep calling me stupid for let people sit on my hand.
like i say "you think i want it. you think i can predict what will happen. i was sleeping and my hand just slipped and landed on the empty seat next to me and out of nowhere someone just sat on it."
you say suay a not la. hopefully, it gets better for the test on wed.


i can't really bend my fingers now, so its a little too troublesome to add in borders to the pictures. just bear with it.

thats not all,

the day before (friday),
my mp3 player went dead, not the battery but everything. it just hanged and cannot be detected in the USB drive.
i just bought it last year during National Day. its RED! and its small and its my favourite amongst all the mp3 players i have. (for the record, including this red one, i've got 3 mp3 players.)

urgh!!!

but everything happens for a reason.
this means that i can buy new mp3 player lo. although i've got spare ones, no harm getting new ones right?


Creative Zen (4Gb)



Creative Zen Vision



Creative Zen Vision W

something good did happened.

i have finished designing my birthday invitation card.
will be sending it out soon.
simple but i think it looks nice, and it fits the theme. (make a guess on the theme - its not Pink/Red)

will post more pictures the next time round

and i will be visiting the Singapore Flyer this Friday. WooHOO!

after this, it will be The London Eye

hesitating.

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i am feeling FAT.
so no photos today.

why am i doing things that i will regret later.

urgh.
i hate this feeling.

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no updates because i am too busy.
not with school but erm...
some catching up with other stuff.
i rather not mention. Lol

still no news of that JI leader.
hopefully they find him soon

will post photos real soon.

i've got tutorial to do,
so ciao.

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