I do swear that I'll always be there.
I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength, happiness
and sorrow, for better or worse,
I will love you with every beat of my heart.
i like perfection.
love to laugh and make someone laugh.
the smell of hotcakes from mac is aphrodisiac.
coffee fuels me, and i make good spokesperson for Nescafe.
i have a weakness for ice-cream and jap food,
they never fail to make my day right.
green-tea flavoured food tempts my taste buds.
i love cold hard cash,
and i indulge in shopping for shoes, bags, clothes, watches and perfumes, all the time.
i live to club, and i can drink my guts out.
self-centered people irks the hell out of me
i don't like people controlling me and telling me what to do.
distance ran: 10km and counting.
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
it seems like everyone's life are so fulfilling. mine. like crap.
without clubbing, everything seems so boring. HAA. no sentosa, no fun parties, no gatherings... no nothing. just slacking over at his place, sleeping, gaming, eating... and mahjong.
study break has started. shit.
i need to find fun in life. HAPPY CHILDRENS' DAY & SELAMAT HARI RAYA PUASA!
nothing to blog about these days, since i've decided to quit clubbing, stop drinking... and lead a healthy decent lifestyle (if you believe...)
crap. i was just thinking about Lamborghini (the drink) and Johnnie Walker..., thinking about the next clubbing session... Lol.
anyway, my boy got his off from tomorrow till next week... WOHOO! means more time together, before he get posted to some ulu camp where travelling is a headache. mahjong session tomorrow, The Sims 2, Soul Caliber, Fatal Frame (it scare the shit out of me)... WAHAHA. REMINDER: i need to start studying!...
Shit!
eunice is back into the club, within a record breaking of 2 days. HAHA. happy for her that she finally met someone good.
i wan my Agnes b and Guess. they will be here soon... WOHOO!
<3 <3 <3 i love my boy, cos he's too good to be true.
i'm not suppose to blog. cos' i kind of promise my boy not to do so, cos' i'm sick, and i need plenty of rest. but since i am coming online to do some work and send pictures, i might as well blog. haha.
i think i've got a gem a gem that's you. my boy. sometimes i wonder, am i that lucky? well, i guess so. i love you. thank you for every single thing that you have done.
i am pissed by a handful of people this weekend. actually, its 2. Ha. one is my mum and the other is that B!
drop my mum, cos we always quarrel over the same thing. late nights and everything that can be quarreled.
may: problem with your mum? me: yah. but that's not a problem. use to it already.
the other irritating person is that B! bloody hell!! she gets on my nerves. you have no single right to look down on me, cos' in anyway, you are already lower than me. in terms of character and all. look into the mirror before you think you are better, and please go for a dental checkup, cos' your mouth stinks! i think its infected by bacteria. BBB!!!
its a privilege, that you don't have. not because you don't want.
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club. broke my own record. 4hours and 45 minutes of non stop dancing. yah, non-stop.
mac drink don't look innocent anymore. Coke + Chivas in Mac drink. HAHA. and yes, tequila pop sucks, AND I STILL WANT MY LAMBO Drink!
down with a flu. damn. i think i am gonna fall sick soon.
muhaha. such coincidence. LOL. unbelievable. we have the same anniversary date. same year, same month, same day, but different boyfriend. HAHA
i slept through the whole day. well, almost. woke at 8am, to meet my boy at 830am for grocery shopping cooked pasta at 9+am. ate, slack till 1130am when he left for camp. hit back into bed at 1pm... and slept till almost 530pm. haha.
super unproductive. was suppose to do my work but... must be those pasta. too much carbohydrate makes you lethargic.
my boy said the pasta is nice, of course, he has to. LOL. i'm gonna dance the night away soon.
i'm in good spirits today. My boy accompanied me to school and waited while i finish my project work and then he bought me adidas running shoes so that i can go running with him and for the New Balance run (remember to register!). AH!... love him! LOL. now, i've got one lesser reason not to run. HAHA.
to that someone, glad u thought through things. like i say, whatever you do, i will be supporting you but just be cautious. i don't wanna see you get hurt. and its not worth it.
to that another someone, although we seldom talk, but i've heard of your recent unhappiness and problems. cheer up. things will be better eventually.
to everyone who is feeling down, everything that you are going through now is a phase. it won't be forever, and they will pass. grit your teeth, and i will be over before you know.
to you, fugly human! i just cannot find a word to describe your ugliness (not the appearance, but the heart).
Saturday, haircut by Jaren at Suntec, which cost a bomb, as compared to MS. shopping at Bugis after that. followed by family gathering for mid-autumn at uncle's place.
my new haircut. its actually the same, just shorter. i think it will look like shit after i wash my hair
Sunday, Wedding lunch reception at Orchard left half way for project meeting at Kallang Mac. got annoyed by the taxi driver who refused to accept my taxi voucher (don't ask me how i got it)
the flower girl. she's so pretty lo. i like her tiara
finally had Mike's Birthday photo, its dated back into 2nd August. courtesy of Mike.
me, my boy, mike (Bday boy), ting en, shi yu
does this cake look familiar?
MINE! the up-sized version similar to my birthday cake.
birthday boy
the boy in green. HA. peeping tom.
this is funny!
cheers to the birthday boy
mike, shi yu
ting en, mike
sexy back.
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i thought my day will end in guilt. but count myself lucky, all was fine. *phew*
guess what?! my boy sms-ed me...!!! outfield, no handphone, but he sms-ed me!! haha. apparently, he secretly brought his Hp along. and we had a short moment to text each other. that's something i need right at this moment.
i don't know where to begin. so much to say, so much to write, i just don't know if i should.
anyways, a few pictures for Saturday night.
i saw a bunch of friends there. poly friends, secondary school ones. Haha... like a mini gathering kind. but IT WAS FUN! like always. the party gang was bigger this time round. more clubbers = more fun = more high. Ha. i think i am hopeless.
its raining damn heavy outside. have you wonder why rainy days make you feel moody? hais.
anyway, pictures. just a few to make this very bare blog a little more lively. HAHA.
like i say, photos of me should be put first.
David, Shi Yu, JJ they call it brotherhood... lol
this picture seems a little weird.
i want steamboat again, but wait till the sore throat gets better.
i think i am being difficult to get along with recently. i get irritated at the slightest bit, and i am cursing none stop. blame it on the hormones. Lol.
sometimes, when people tell you things, you might not understand them at that moment. but after a while, when you look back, it all makes sense. i used to ask her for advice, but never really understood what they meant. until everything has passed and when i look back, i finally got what she meant.
but somehow, it seems like i've lost her. its getting harder to understand you. i want the old you back... i don't know why, maybe due to stress, circumstances, and pressure, but i hope you will find yourself back.
i need to post pictures soon, its getting bare on this blog.
my boy's going for another field camp next week. shucks. hopefully, i'll be too busy next week to even think about it. after that he can finally have some breathing space, but not me! BOO!
it seems like people around me are going through some rough patch. Hang in there peeps. it will be over soon.
he gave me a voucher. a voucher for me to ask him do anything that i want. there is nothing i want you to do for me, but stay by me.
thank you for walking through with me, hearing me swear, curse and cry over the phone. i am sorry for making you worry all the time. i am sorry that you have to give in to me always. i thank god every day that i've known you, and for making my life more vibrant than it was. i <3 u
(sorry, if i gave u guys goosebumps all over. Lol) when i get emo, it means that the time of the month is around the corner.