I do swear that I'll always be there.
I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength, happiness
and sorrow, for better or worse,
I will love you with every beat of my heart.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you,

kelly.
21. 31st March.
Singapore - Hougang.
SIM - RMIT.

i am slow.
a daydreamer,
and i "stone" alot.

i like perfection.
love to laugh and make someone laugh.
the smell of hotcakes from mac is aphrodisiac.
coffee fuels me, and i make good spokesperson for Nescafe.
i have a weakness for ice-cream and jap food,
they never fail to make my day right.
green-tea flavoured food tempts my taste buds.
i love cold hard cash,
and i indulge in shopping for shoes, bags, clothes, watches and perfumes, all the time.
i live to club, and i can drink my guts out.

self-centered people irks the hell out of me
i don't like people controlling me and telling me what to do.

distance ran: 10km and counting.

i hate myself sometimes.
being so stupid, insecure, paranoid and etc.
*anguish!*

i have let go of everything that has happened in the past.
but it comes back to you when you least expected it and i'm being affected by it. its not "that" feeling but the immense fear that i once had. its so strong that i feel i'm being swallowed by it. DAMN. i think i am not emotionally strong as i think i am. i just a weak useless bum who let the past take control of her life.

don't be sorry. its me that ought to be sorry.
i'm sorry. but i was just afraid.
i don't know to keep this fear at bay.
i'm so sorry.

its like a shadow following wherever you go.

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i am Hot, and i've got brains. haha. an empty one!
HAHA.

i'm thinking Ben and Jerry.

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the pain goes deep into the bones.
falling sick soon.

the past are haunting me.

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something just don't feel right now.

hais.

probably it was just a dream, and when you wake up, its all gone.

no matter what happens, i know i will be able to overcome it. i know i will. eventually.

maybe i am just being paranoid. and those hormonal changes.

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suppose to be mugging,
but... i'm not.
haha

the weather is so hot,
that you feel sleepy all the time.
how to study?!

oven-baked.
nice and fresh.
like those chicken pies,
in Sweeny Todd movie.
HAHA.

sometimes, i wonder...

*updates*:
i feel pain.
i feel so sick.
damn.

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smiling like a Cheshire Cat.

but... there's still question unanswered

there is no point thinking about it now.
just be happy.



say it again. please.

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i'm drop dead tired.

rah...

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"who's Jeremy huh?"

muhaha.

i'm going crazy!

let go of the past, and you shall be happier. i finally understand what it means.

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don't ask.
cos' i will not say.
at least not now.

the stone in my heart just dropped.

smiles aplenty.

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i dunno wad made me do it,
but i am glad i did it.

omg! i still cannot believe i did that.

something out of the ordinary.

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aja fighting!

let this be it.

let my exams be smooth sailing.
let whatever that i'm about to do be a success.
i need to pass my exams.
this is it.

i never know that "the unconventional" would be so tempting. i like.

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TAGGED

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, than goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they done got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog

5 Things I was doing 10 years ago

- Had Chicken Pox
- Going to Granny's place every weekend
- cannot remember
- cannot remember
- cannot remember

5 Things on my To-Do List today

- study
- study
- study
- study
- and still study
(ask me this question again in another 3 weeks, and i'll prolly have more stuff to do)

5 of my bad habits

- i am not very punctual
- very nua
- spendthrift
- i never put things back at their original place
- procrastinate

5 places you lived

- Dorset Road
- Hougang

5 Jobs you had

- Service crew (donuts!)
- Admin
- Promoter
- Receptionist
- Operator

5 people I tag

- Jasmine
- May
- Ai Li
- Josephine
- the hip hippers

i like the unconventional. but will he?

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finally, i'm done with my job.
my legs are giving way...

time to work hard.

watched the hottie and the nottie just now.
pretty funny with expected ending.
haha
but paris hilton was really HOT!
WOhOO!

i know i should do that "tagged" thingy
but shall leave it to the next post...
muaha

the mind blowing game.

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gave so much with no returns.

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its so true to say that money will drop down from the sky.
i receive my GST offset package. and i will be 500 bucks richer!
will receive the first 150 bucks this month end.
WOOHOO! my 21st b'day present from the government.

but my mum said: "when the government gives you a drumstick today, they will want a chicken back from you tomorrow."

HAHA.

so, do they want a black chicken, spring chicken or a kampong chicken?

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count your blessings, girl.

you have a life with no worries.

you have a path that has already been paved out for you.

all you need is to follow and do what is expected of you well.

i received the CPF letter about the loan i need to pay to my mom for my poly education.
but my mum says i would just have to defer it until i graduate from uni and she will apply to waive off the amount. i love her to bits sometimes. sometimes i feel lucky and blessed. i need to count my blessings.

i have been drawing plans and timetable to track my revision and diet.
been munching on snacks too often and of course too much. finished the remaining half of lays (the kettle boil - original is nice!), 2 packs (4 sticks) of kinder buneo, 1 mug of ice-cream, 5 slices of bread and not sure how many biscuits today.! (URGH!)

now that everything is planned out properly, all i need to do is FOLLOW IT. FOLLOW IT LOYALLY and FAITHFULLY. NO "buts", NO "ifs" and of course NO "relax".

DISCIPLINE IS THE ROAD TO SUCCESS. DETERMINATION IS THE KEY TO VICTORY.

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mugging in school, and i am so sleepy.

munching on junkies, and growing fat.

sleeping like a baby and drooling non stop.

working on weekends, seeing the many faces of people.

need to work hard, but it seems hard.

two words to sum up everything: life sucks

... and the reason is you.

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my legs are breaking.

they are getting numb all the time too.

and sometimes, i have to bend and take a look to see if my toes are still there.

MUHAHA

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horrified!!! because:

been eating and eating.

and it seems like i am putting on weight.

exams are like few weeks away, and i have not started any revision.

all i am thinking about is shopping and clubbing which i haven been doing for quite sometime.

weekends are burned out.

i miss those days, chilling out and doing nothing late in the night

i miss those selegie soya beancurd nights.

i miss hanging out at seletar dam.

i miss the smell of macdonalds breakfast and the smell of starbucks.

i am missing out so many things in life and i am horrified by the fact the i don't know where the time have been to, if i am not out doing all these things?

i am stuck on this island, watching the world pass by.

determination will get me to where i want.

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BUY YOUR OWN SHOES AND STOP STEALING MINE!

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i told may that stupid dream...
and she laughed so loud.
damn pai seh.

the most terrifying (cum humourous) dream of 2008.

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i am very (x a gazillion) tired.

when u are tired, you dream about very stupid things.

and i woke up laughing my ass off.

the weekend was really a torture. (3 more weekends to go)

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hey peeps,

i will be promoting Asience Shampoo at Bukit Timah Plaza's NTUC Finest for the month of April during the weekends (Fri, Sat and Sun).

must come down and support lehs.
haha... the shampoo is real good. there's a new line of shampoo other than the existing gold packing one. got free gift somemore.
come and buy, sure no regret.

went for the product training ystd, met pris.
as usual, we ba-gua like sec sch days. haha.
i love those sec sch days when we were so 3-8.

its post number 502!

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she may not have all the riches in the world (although she hopes so)
but she's not poor either.

she may not have the perfect parents
but they love and pamper her nonetheless.

she has relatives that always go the extra mile to help her
and will never reject any of her request.

she has cousins who always gives her advise and help her in anyway they can.

she has a bunch of BFFs who will always be there went she needs a listening ear, a shoulder to cry on and someone to have fun with.

she's so lucky. she's so blessed.

and that girl goes by the name of Kelly.

a big thank you to you guys who have entered my life and make them more colourful. you have touched my heart one way or another and the amount of gratitude cannot express how thankful i am to have you guys in my life.

for 20 years of my life, i've experience and gone through alot of ups and downs. but with these people in my life, all the bad that i have gone through are nothing.

you guys make my life better and i am thankful that you came into my life to share these moments with me.

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links.♥
jasmine
may
aili
veron
jun xiang
lydia
fang
elicia
shevon
sarah
jia hui
josephine
pei lian
the hip hippers

xiaxue
kenny sia
cheesie

Bryan Wong
Patrica Mok
Cruz Teng
Dasmond Koh
Pei Fen
Felicia Chin
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???'s blog

credits.♥
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