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kelly.
21. 31st March.
Singapore - Hougang.
SIM - RMIT.
i am slow.
a daydreamer,
and i "stone" alot.
i like perfection.
love to laugh and make someone laugh.
the smell of hotcakes from mac is aphrodisiac.
coffee fuels me, and i make good spokesperson for Nescafe.
i have a weakness for ice-cream and jap food,
they never fail to make my day right.
green-tea flavoured food tempts my taste buds.
i love cold hard cash,
and i indulge in shopping for shoes, bags, clothes, watches and perfumes, all the time.
i live to club, and i can drink my guts out.
self-centered people irks the hell out of me
i don't like people controlling me and telling me what to do.
distance ran: 10km and counting.
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
i hate myself sometimes.
being so stupid, insecure, paranoid and etc.
*anguish!*i have let go of everything that has happened in the past.
but it comes back to you when you least expected it and i'm being affected by it. its not "that" feeling but the immense fear that i once had. its so strong that i feel i'm being swallowed by it. DAMN. i think i am not emotionally strong as i think i am. i just a weak useless bum who let the past take control of her life.
don't be sorry. its me that ought to be sorry.
i'm sorry. but i was just afraid.
i don't know to keep this fear at bay.
i'm so sorry.
its like a shadow following wherever you go.Labels: 2008
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