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kelly.
21. 31st March.
Singapore - Hougang.
SIM - RMIT.
i am slow.
a daydreamer,
and i "stone" alot.
i like perfection.
love to laugh and make someone laugh.
the smell of hotcakes from mac is aphrodisiac.
coffee fuels me, and i make good spokesperson for Nescafe.
i have a weakness for ice-cream and jap food,
they never fail to make my day right.
green-tea flavoured food tempts my taste buds.
i love cold hard cash,
and i indulge in shopping for shoes, bags, clothes, watches and perfumes, all the time.
i live to club, and i can drink my guts out.
self-centered people irks the hell out of me
i don't like people controlling me and telling me what to do.
distance ran: 10km and counting.
Saturday, August 30, 2008
its one of those times...
when you feel so frustrated at things.
when you just wanna give up on everything.
when you are so sick of life.
when you feel so hopeless.
there so much i wanna tell
so much to say.
but there's no way i can,
cos' all you ever do is just shut your ears upon me.
you never listen.
when a home doesn't feel like a home,
how can i stay?
you always say i am making you worry
giving you trouble,
but have you ever been in my position to think for me?
NO.
you said i only think for myself,
that's because you never thought for me at all.
you never once asked me: "how was my day?"
you care only through controlling and comparing me.
if that's the way you care for me, i rather not have any.
you say i treat this home like a hotel,
because i don;t feel love in this house.
i never felt happy at all at home,
that's why i stayed out.
i not being rebellious.
i've pass that stage.
its just when you've reached the brim,
nothing really matters very much.
the only thing that's right in my life now its him,
and my friends.
i am glad i've known and met them.
i'm thankful for them.
in them i find happiness.
in them i felt love.
in them i felt everything is worth living for.
i wake up everyday thanking god,
and at the same time,
i blame him. Labels: 2008
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