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kelly.
21. 31st March.
Singapore - Hougang.
SIM - RMIT.
i am slow.
a daydreamer,
and i "stone" alot.
i like perfection.
love to laugh and make someone laugh.
the smell of hotcakes from mac is aphrodisiac.
coffee fuels me, and i make good spokesperson for Nescafe.
i have a weakness for ice-cream and jap food,
they never fail to make my day right.
green-tea flavoured food tempts my taste buds.
i love cold hard cash,
and i indulge in shopping for shoes, bags, clothes, watches and perfumes, all the time.
i live to club, and i can drink my guts out.
self-centered people irks the hell out of me
i don't like people controlling me and telling me what to do.
distance ran: 10km and counting.
Thursday, August 28, 2008
this post shall be just complaints complaints and more complaints
i am stuck in school now.
so many ongoing projects
and there is just not enough time for everything.
there are so many kinds of people in this world,
and there is this one kind that totally irritates the hell out of me:
SELF CENTERED PEOPLE.
they think that the world revolves around them
and all they do is about themselves themselves and still themselves.
they never consider for those around them and are down right selfish.
my only word to them: FUCK OFF!
i don't know why i've been meeting so many people who really irks me these days.
am i being difficult or its them who are being irritating?
life has been not at all great.
its good in some ways but then there's trade-offs too.
you can't be getting the best of both worlds right?
so ya. just live with the shit.
but there's something in my life that never went wrong. its you.
been stuck in a situation where you wanna say something but you don't know how to say it cause you are uncertain of the reaction of the other party.
it may be good, may be bad, or no reaction.
you don't know.
its this "don't know" that you fear the most.
i don't like being in this "don't know" situation.
maybe i should just say it out and not think too much.
whatever may happen, we'll see then.
Ha. this is so unlike me.
sometimes, i don't like things at home.
my mom. its not that i hate her, or i am in bad terms with her.
its just that she is so "urgh".
she just don't understand. i can't tell her anything.
i hate telling lies to her so as to cover up the truth.
cos' i know, telling her the truth will be disastrous. i mean clubbing.
why does she have this perception that clubs are very "complicated" place?
and why dos she think that going to clubs is a bad thing?
She doesn't trust me, she compares me with people who i cannot be, and she just doesn't listen!
SOMETIMES I JUST HAD ENOUGH OF HER!
she adds on to the stress that i have
and she doesn't realise that when we quarrel,
it may not be my problem, BUT HERS!
I DON'T HAVE A PROBLEM, BITCH! ITS YOU! YOU ARE MY PROBLEM!
ok. i haven't quarreled with her la. but just all the things bottled up for a little too long.
how i wish she just leave me alone sometimes. let me do what i want and whatever that may happen, i will bear the consequences. I KNOW WHAT I AM DOING!
hais. shit life. shit place.
but that only thing that is right will make up for all the wrongs.
GOD! it feels better now.Labels: 2008
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