I do swear that I'll always be there.
I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength, happiness
and sorrow, for better or worse,
I will love you with every beat of my heart.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you,

kelly.
21. 31st March.
Singapore - Hougang.
SIM - RMIT.

i am slow.
a daydreamer,
and i "stone" alot.

i like perfection.
love to laugh and make someone laugh.
the smell of hotcakes from mac is aphrodisiac.
coffee fuels me, and i make good spokesperson for Nescafe.
i have a weakness for ice-cream and jap food,
they never fail to make my day right.
green-tea flavoured food tempts my taste buds.
i love cold hard cash,
and i indulge in shopping for shoes, bags, clothes, watches and perfumes, all the time.
i live to club, and i can drink my guts out.

self-centered people irks the hell out of me
i don't like people controlling me and telling me what to do.

distance ran: 10km and counting.

went to watch the movie "REC" ystd.
and for almost half of the show, i was hidding behind my boy.
damn it... i was real scary. not those kind of scares u get while watching horror movies... but its the suspense that scare the shit out of me! lol.
another reason why i hid behind was because i got really nauseated
its not for those who get motion sickness eaily la, cos of the way its being filmed.

but its by far the scariest movie i've seen. lol.
good recommendation to those who aren't easily spooked.

i want steamboat...

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i just feel so scared...
i'm not sure what i am fearing

uncertainties is definitely my ultimate fear

call me silly.
i know everything in life is uncertain
but i just cannot help but feel scared
maybe i like taking control, and taking charge of everything in life
to make them go the way i want,
which obviously i can't do so.

shit. i feel so useless when it comes to conquering my fears

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the power of words can never be estimated.
short simple shorts can really make your day feel right...

Mum's bday is on Deepavali... but we celebrated it in advance tgt with my boy
we had Ding Tai Fung and...
their xiao long bao was darn good, the yam paste bun was good... and everything was good. or was it because i was hungry?
the Boston Chocolate cake was sinfully yummy! thick chocolate... finger licking good!

big love and huge misses...

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haha. did something really stupid ystd.
i cried. but for happy reasons though.
now looking back, i realise how emo i was ystd. HAHA.
but its really very touching la...

some photos which i said to post...


wedding dinners are never punctual...


the guy behind in blue is his RSM


we are hungry!...


turning chubbier... urgh!




i like this picture!

race day...

my race tag... go buy 4D. and please remember my share if you win.


a week after sentosa... i started shredding skin... LOL.
i know its gross. my boy likes to peel them and like to peel his too... haha


Happy Holloween (in advance)!

photoshopped images done by Veron:





conquerring myself and those who i see as worthy competitors

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i've got an aching legs...
lol.

watched 20th century boys ystd with my boy.
super long movie, but was rather interesting.
the part 2 will be out next year... looking forward to it.
madagascar 2 will be showing on nov 6... gonna watch that too... lol.
also... Quantum of Solace... haha

busy busy busy.
will post photos soon. i hope. ha.

i wanna party...

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WOHOO! i've completed my virgin marathon!!
the timing was better than the training run...
10km in 1:25hr
not very fast but it was 8 minutes faster than the training run.
next year there will be more marathons to go...

somehow, even though tiring, i'm starting to like marathons like this.
endurance and determination.
and when you sweat like a cow, it feels so good. lol.

20km and counting...

i can't really feel my legs now.

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i said i would abstain from alcohol till the end of my exams,
but... ... ...
i end up drinking again. LOL

attended a wedding dinner of my boy's camp mate
at Miramar Hotel.
after that, we wanted to go for movies but was fully packed and there weren't any good seats available.
so we headed to Boat Quay to meet up with his other camp mates and clubbing khakis.
drinking session!!!
lol.

photos later.
too lazy to upload them now.

i've got alot that needs to be done.
CIAO!!

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urgh.

i don't know where to start studying from.
things are piling sky high and i am just at he bottom of the pile, not even half way there yet

seriously, i'm in deep shit.

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i'm fearing.
very much to the extend that the thought of it hogs my mind every single second.
i'm not sure what i'll do if something like this happens,
seriously, i don't know.
stand to my principle or go according to the circumstances?

oh god, please not let it be true.

there is so much uncertainties in life right now.

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been pretty busy the week.

working on friday.
tired.
spent a bomb on cab fare, cause i was late - as usual.
late night supper at Jalan Kayu, prata and soyabean curd.


saturday was sentosa day
sun burnt.
then was li hui's bday celebration





can u spot the difference between this photo and the rest?



sunday. slacking at home.
nursing a bad sun burnt.

its a struggle everyday, but i will emerge stronger.

to love is to trust.

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sometimes, it takes sacrifices and determination...

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it seems like i am neglecting the whole world...
opps... Sorry.
Haha.
will try to spend more time with you guys.

i am having a very bad backache.
a bloated stomach,
and a very tired body.

i need more determination.

pushing the limits...

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my boy and I.

i love you...

ciao!
gotta go study.

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had my 10km New Balance training run this morning.
woke up at a frigging 530am!
but the the scene along the run was panoramic.
you can see the sea, changi airport control tower, see airplanes land and take off and hear the rumblings from the engine.
HAHA.

the run itself was tiring,
4km of trail (sand and mud),
0.6km of sand (by the beach)and 5.4km of road.
the trail was probably the toughest of all, cos its so damn dirty.
clocked 1:33hr, which was hell slower than mr peh who ran 15km in 1:15hr. SHIT!
but its an accomplishment, i've max-ed out.
the NB REAL RUN is in 2 weeks time.
gotta work towards improving my timing and keep training for Army Half Marathon next year.

some pictures over the weekend
Saturday
accompanied my boy for a gathering with his encik during Sispec days and with his camp mates.
had buffet porridge at Suntec which was really good.
than KBox at Marina Sq after that.

camwhored on our way home...






that's my baby...


here it is...
caught by my boy from the shop at Marina Sq






hehe...

sunday morning @ 650am
venue: Changi Exhibition Centre





i wanna run more marathon...

what doesn't kill you will make you stronger!

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just to say: "i love you".

oh. so cheesy.
i see goose pimples falling to the ground.
haha.

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